Is broken trust. I watched with my eyes his wanting but decision being made to no longer trust me. If these were my confessions, I can't blame him nor would I blame me. I reminded him that he told me first to go find what I wanted regardless of how many times I told him he was it. Only to come back ... would it be different? Would he believe he is enough? I can't change anything that was.. nor can I say what will be. I can only admit that I am me.
I am told I am beautiful, sexy. I know I am intelligent. I have been told that I am crazy. That's true. I am better happy as unhappy I am unstable in relationships. I don't do well with the word no. Like if I want it, the answer should always be yes unless it hurts me. I love hard, I can care less, and I am sure to leave you without a dull moment. I make mistakes and I forgive you for yours. Just don't treat my heart like a mistake and misuse it. I am intelligent but dangerous because I choose then face the consequences but I choose me first regardless whom is affected. Might call me selfish but I call me sure.
I didn't mean to hurt him I was just tired of him neglecting and hurting me. I see there are worse things than falling away from love there are the falling so deep in tormoil that you refuse to come out refuse to trust unharden your heart. Trust is the foundation of everything. Admitting now that it's gone, it's gone. That means unless it is regained nothing can be gained.
Time,is what we don't have.
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