I'm in a mood tonight. Can't quite put my fingers on it for I don't understand it right. I think it's for God to help me find my way back. I am lost and making choices that are not to my benefit dealing with emotions that are not explainable to my heart and entering a world that I just don't understand. I'm in the mood to ask God to forgive me. For my pride anger and doubt o f Him protecting me. I feel the pain perhaps my surgery or the anxiety now that I realize I am far from free.
The essence of my being revolves around peace but the strength comes from me able to fly and flap my wings. Hold me Lord please heal me too. There is so much going on inside me father sp much I don't know what to do. Hold me Lord I need you right now. Please Father I Don't Want To FAIL You now. My aches my pains all are because of your preparation of me for something beyond me I believe. It hurts Lord.
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