i try not to make this blog sound all miserable but today was another one of those days where he didnt help but hurt. i read his page and what like really are you really making yourself such a victim? i dont trust his family. they are all either on drugs or have records. thats not where i -wan-t my child to spend time without me to monitor what goes on. i mean if he doesnt see anything wrong with his family or what they do then he wont mind the baby doing what they do or living like they do. i mind. i know and see how wrong it truely is. i vent. i vent because we just dont talk. i want peace he wants a few pieces. i try to reason he gets angry at the drop of the dime. i dont know if he is as violent as he portrays. i dont know anymore. just want some peace...
i watch the use of religion as a crutch. God is just and he watches us all so im positive we both will go with what we know but i know HE will serve us as we deserve.
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