I want him to be in an active relationship with Christ. Active in worship. Active in service. Active in soul searching and leading the family to Him. I want him to love me . Not in a cute way b u t a relationship that Christ is pleased with and uses us to uplift and direct others. I want him to be in tuned with me. He ale to feel my pain and I his. Our missing one another to be real. I don't want to desire other friends because I have my mate my lover my husband and friend. Although the times will come where I wish to laugh with the gir l so I can rest assured because I have him to return home to. Uplifting one another in all our activities.
I don't want it to be a illusion how I feel for you. I want the reality to be just that it's real the life we live and encouraging through experience. I want him to date me. Take me v out bowling movies dinner skating ND dancing. I want him to feel like it's only us in the room . I want us to worship as on2. Eager to attend service to serve eagerly. I want our children to be embraced and loved so much you can't question what life ws like before him.
I want him to be able to strong communication, excellent presence when he steps in the room. I want him to love me not fight me. I want to be Made a big deal of. always. My birthday. Holidays conscious of me and my desires to please. I want us to pry together and apart as God is the true trinity. Belt of truth, brestplAte of righteousness. Stand for one Lord, Church, One. I want that.
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