Hour

At times I scare myself.  Knowing tje difference a minute makes.  It is no wonder all that can go down in an hour.  You can never get it back nor do you always want to.  If only you knew how much this hour changes without you. 

Lets Revisit

All of it the left of the past that showed me just how far fetched and full of it you are.  Lets talk about the lying deceit disloyalty you created taking the secrets of my soul and placing them on display.  Lets hash it out.  No more speaking in circles letting it all hang out as I shout lets discuss this. You are the reason why I am so pissed.  You set things up on a standard you dont follow. How about that?  When your frustration overturns yourself and time and still you pretend lke ýou are in the clear as you lie to yourself...i realize i am lying too.

Only in Movies

Does happily ever after exist.  Ive seen several versions and honey this anit it.

High in the castle I see the King.  Angry and bitter as also the Ex Queen. Time has not been kind nor healed all the wounds.  Sad as I say it, i can only bare witness to slanted views. 

The Prince is broken from years of breaking. He is not able to let go of the wrong for him fair maiden.  He tosses and turns to where he is empty and hallow and only slips to temporary peace when dreams of ending it are present.

The villains are disguised as friends so foe is hard to tell while everything else keeps on as if nothing is there to tell.

Only in movies is there a happy ending.  In reality you dont get to do so.  You must keep on living.

Fly Away

From my own thoughts hurts pains confusions disappointments irritations insecurities...
Impurities
Lord I will fly away from the lo loneliness and regret
As My own body forgets all the things it has kept and all the thoughts undelt with
I will fly away from the early mornings drinks of emptiness
Eyes crying for soul seeing peace seeking clarity for me to feel again
Oh Glory I will fly away
Not yet instead I have nothing left but the truth felt of me needing longing to be more than a failing hinderment to the Kingdom
What will it take for me to feel one with Him again? To feel the okay and know this really is the right way as I glide into the next day?
Hear my cries oh Father I'm not ready to die Heal me Lord inside outside rightside Heartside Left...Father in Heaven I am beside myself in it all knowing I can not heal without You saying it is To Be Done
Not a joke I dont play with you I know your power is greater than I could ever fathom
Acknowledged Lord I acknowledge accept seek to aquire you Lord and all you want in this vessel that longs to ...fly