I'm told I need counseling and that's most likely true. But what can u say to the counselor besides I miss you? I get angry when u think of all that you never got to do I get pissed and upset and remain confused. I don't like not knowing but realize the past is for s reason and I probably should let it rest. Yet the new I try the more issues surface. I do trust in the Lord but I also want to hear him speak if he is telling me to do I don't want to miss interpret the ink. Now I'm in a world where everyone seems soo untrue.it doesn't make me feel secure at all because the comfort of you is just gone so through.
I realize now that I've been searching for sometime now for a filled void unsuccessful because you are no conquest that could h misplaced.
I don't have a mother,a friend a confidant.I can't trust,I can't depend I can't...I just can't. LORD ALMIGHTY I CRY, did you take her for peace? Was it her time and I'm holding on to her unjust sleep.. n
Friends don't get me mom, no one seems to understand I am however the st you are gone.
