Saturday, May 12, 2012

Inner War

I'm trying to find that place where peace lives after all the war inside. How the hell do I get pass the pain that refuses to subside? Titanic would have been easy for meto digest if I had known. Id never get pass the heart unrested

I hate it I love it I wish it would go away or at last free me from my own heartbreak
The blood onthe carpet the stains on my hands shed in peace without any understanding

I can't calm the scars the stroms refuseto settle how the hell did u make these choices and expect me to be settled? Anger I'm praying so much for it to go away but only fear it will harden with time regardless of places

Where do I go? Where should I move?  The emotions unbearable now will follow me too

This war never ends this war this war there are so many casualties I see in the future no one to trust to help me find my way back the one I did betrayed me in fact

War its internal I guess nothing helps I can't get past this

Somebody pray for me